Tired

Sometimes I feel tired.
Now I got a full color friend I begin to think:
I cannot charge her to stay with only with me.
I cannot charge her to don't get date with someone.
I cannot charge no one to do what I guess is right.
This facts make me tired.
The worse are the others. I guess other guys "know"
about our relationship but they ever persist to try
her. And I can just say nothing. I feel insecure about it
cause the harassment is strong... Everyone wants her.
Tonight she will take a cinema with a friend. Maybe
he want her more than me (I guess not). And everytime
she meets him he want to get a date with her.
I fell so tired about it. Will come a day this situation
wont be good and I will break with her. And I begin to
feel this is coming son. Is it. I try to put out my hearts
paining and you can read. But this can make me feel light.
Message of the day (MOTD): Never guess that you have the right
to change people behavior. Leave then live or die.