Rains a lot last night. My internet connection was down and I dont worked. Advantage this time stay with my son and wife. Was good. But since last night I cannot stop to think: What am I doing with myself? May I dont take care with my health, heart and soul last months. I've worked like a machine, got resources to give support to my family... but... and about me?
Since last month I've a friend. I like to tell that she is my full color friend. A twist of feelings and good moments. May be I'm living now.
Dont stop this way. This fuck feeling is grow up day by day and something tell me this is not good. Something tell me this is a one way path.
I'm worred and scared but a friend told me:"Nothing exists... Everything is on your head" I guess will become crazy next days...
I like my full color friend so much and I dont like to leave her at this time. I promise her on ten years I'll take her only to me... To never more have to divide this person with someone.
Is it!
